saaaaaaaps sweethearts .

sorry didnt update my blog for so long time.

currently busy.daddy was in hospital for past 2 days.

now he is back.im glad.get well soon daddy.

for once ILOVEYOU DADDY !

didnt attend to school yesterday due to high fever .

every momment every month , why must i get sick ?

why im not strong?i just cant face the problems that come.

so the way is by getting sick.

currenltly have alot of problems.started to miss my PENDEK (nadiah)

miss her truckloads ! every day i keep having problem.

they have their problem too. why must i be a burden for them?

sometimes i think why god give me those test?it is hard for me to

go through.i always cry night by night .no one noes why even me.

haish . fight with boify but then he is the one asking for apology.

cant believe it.as he didnt do it before even though he in

a wrong or what?He changed alot(to the better).ohmygoodnes !

i cant believe it !yeaah glad maybe.

i just cant stop thinking if one day i were to live you all

first . i just want you all to be happy (:

days by days my life is sucks due to something.

i feel that im just hopeless.making everybody pissed off with me.

especially family ! i just want to shout to the world.

how much i hate them and how much i love them !
arhhhhh~

everyday mummy keeps nagging at me .

even though that wasnt my fault.

mummy fight with sister and big bro .so

mummy put the blame on me !

pleasee laaaaaaa im not you all to play with.

every problems mummy have she will come to me and scold me like hell.

same goes to boify . when have problems YOU all put all your angerness on me.

im the one have to be blame ! walaowei !

every problems you all have you throw the angerness on me.

pleaseee laa i have feelings !

"korng fiker aper aku nie tkde prasaaan perh?"

"aku bukan tempat untok korg buang korg nyer marah laa !"

aku pun manusia biase mcm korang jugak.insan kecil yang mempunyai prasaaan.

pleaseee i can be your listener not a person for you to throw the angerness with

maybe for you is nothing but for me ?

cant you think my deeply feelings how i feel?

mayb i can smile infront of you with those fakenesss smile i have.

but inside my deeply in my hearts im just crying non stop.

im jus trying to smile eventhough i noe it hurts alot!

i just dont want you to get hurt.

sometimes the easiers way is for me to jump down from the roof top

and mampos !

so people will be more happier ! im just t stresss out !
no one to talk too .NOT EVEN boify.as he has his own prob.

not going to be a burden for anyone anymore.

im just trying my best to be normal like others.

im trying my best to smile wherever i go !

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