clock shows at 0900 . still not asleep yet .

keep thinking of something .and yet i have to carry

those burden again . haish . i'm so sad people .

will be moving house soon .beacuse there's a reason whye .

last time when i broke up with love i tell myself

not going to stay gmbk anymore as i think i not going to

upon that time , i really realise that i really love , love+imisslove .

you don't know how much i have been missing you love ,

eventhough i just says to people that you not in my heart .

but seriously no one ever can replace you from me .

at the bottom of my heart iloveyou . eventhough at

that time i try to move on with life without seeing you

in my life ANYMORE .

And now what, soon after i heard from mummy ,

i will be moving house my tears dropping ,

no one now how i feel when mummy says that to me .

you just cant understand . i feel that i have no hope

seeing love anymore as if i move house further from him .

i can't meet him as usually as i meet him now .

i will miss everybody here . ESPECIALLY love , 315 & NADIAH

and yuyu , BUDAK 313 , not for most nafisah & honeysah .

i just can't bear . when that time arived ,

i don't bear seeing love & friends crying when the time i

left them . as that will make me feel so heavy to left

them with a difficult heart .i just dont want to leave you people .

eventhough love always fight with me . i just cant stop loving

him as my love for him is so STRONG .

i have no choice but to leave you when time comes .

love when yesterday you msg me . i felt

so touch with it :

abey kalao you menggatal !beh kalao i kasi you

kuar jehh den last2 you i hilang you !

aperh nnti i tak regret arh !sialnyer budak .

whyy must i have a life like this which fulll of

complicatedness & a difficult life .

WHYE?

i just dont desreve this . ohh god please ,

dont give me test like this . i just can't face with it .

the way that supposed to be