hey sweethearts it have been century i didn't blog . imiss blogging .

curently busy with schools stuffs . MONDAY - THURSDAY

i have forget what had happened . proceed to friday

had my english paper 1 & 2 . paper 1 was sungguh difficult but paper 2 ohmygoodnes

they give away answer . but hopefully i past with flying colours .

after school went home straight , get changed and went raye with

love friends . meet at natasha house . sungguuh the kecoh .

can't imagine . camwhore here and there . get moving from natasha house was

about at 4 plus . then went to other places .

just abit of walking my leg was at cramp . felt like crying .

inside the bus baby said this towards me

imagine kalao i _______ . my tears rolling down .

just cant imagine how .

CHANGE

had a great fight baby just now . until he said"SENANG KATER BREAK SUDAH "
my tears rolls dow . but i save those breakness .

now okay ready . no more fight promise as day by day .

im not strong enough to ahead for my future .

but what it is i just redha what had happened towards me right now .

those problems was still in my mind . not settle yet .

i cannot bear when time is come . will i be abled to move on with my life ?

will i ? will i ? will i ? will ? will i ?

ohgod help me i'm stuck !

stucking in the dark that no more lights can't get through .

i felt like crying . tears willl not stop until

everytime went fine and i promise went that time arrived i'm

not going to hurt baby feelings anymore . insyallah .

imissbaby ! imisshim !