Hello bloggers .

Hey it’s been a long time I did not updated my blog. The last time I post was last year. Not even a proper post I did, I guess? Well my life full of up and down and seriously I hate it. Even though a new year starts I still gone through the same things, I don’t know why. Haish . I’m tired being likes this, like seriously. First day of school was great meeting my friends back, but when time passes by I felt so lonely. No one to share all my problems. All I know is to cry and cry. Having friends is good but sometimes is hurting our own feelings. when I heard somebody bitching about me , like seriously that upon of time my heart broke into pieces and no one knows how hurt am I . People always see the bad sight of me, but the good sight of me? They just ignore it. I love them more them I love myself..I don’t even know why I felt so hurt deep inside my heart . I try my best to ignore all those things. I just pretended that nothing has happened. Just kept quiet and let it be. I believed that no one is perfect even me and peoples do make mistakes. Boyfriend and I are back together, (L) but the same old routine is back. Scolding me like always. Nothing changed. A New Year start nothing is different to me. All the same. But what it is even though inside my heart I felt so hurt. I just try to be happy in front of you. Trying my best to make you happy, trying my best to let my friends happy. I’m just a small creature who lives in this world with full of mistakes in it. At this upon of time, I just want to say sorry to boyfriend and my entire friend for what I have done to you. Fighting with bhy is the most part I hate it. But what it is, I just be patience. Trying my best not to fight with him back, I just don’t want our relationship end up just like that. haish . but what it is i'm strong enough to face all this things




sing along :
Take a breath, take it deep

Calm yourself, he says to me

If you play, you play for keeps

Take a gun, and count to three

I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
[Chorus ]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
AndI’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helpsAnd then I get a scary thought

That he’s here means he’s never lost

(chorus)

As my life flashes before my eyes

I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?

So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye

But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life

(Chorus)