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Monday, February 8, 2010
Hello sayangs , My life is know full of confusion right now . I'm having difficulty now . Dont know where to go , no sense of direction . I just feel that i have lost in a jungle . Haish . Why life is so hard that no one can predict what happens in future ? Haish . I'm just trying my best making all my suroundings happy and always smiling . But yet i turned them down .How stupid of me ! Now , i'm just tying my best making you happy dearest babygirl , while i'm the one who feels those pain . i treasure you more then others . The birthday wish i wanted so much has now gone , i felt like crying .But yet i must accept the fact that i wont be waiting for something taht eventually wont be falling to me . Actually , i just want to make both of you smile . I did try , but i failed . I tried my best to make both of you smile while those pain i received . Its hard to say that i'm not hurt but the actually fact is i received those pain badly . Well to both of you , i promised myself evennthough i'm hurt i just want you to be happy thats all . YuyuJINN only knows what happened . Upsetting right ?At upon of time i just dont want to hurt both of your feelings ,because you both are my friend . And know i need to choose between both of you . If i let go you , i will be hurt alot :(. But if i lost her , its just a waste because i have lost her as my bestriend . I always says this to people " kumbang bukan satu " . Haish . Now , what all i have been wishing is know gone baby . I thought day by day it will turned great but eventually it turns sucks . I choose you , and now i let you go . Only i know , how the feels to let you go . I treasure this bestfriend of mine alot , so i dont want to loose her . Eventually , i'm just not foward to Friday anymore . Those birthday wish i just dont want it to be happening because if it does , i will be hurting others and my own feelings .Just let it be ~ Let me feels those pain . I just want to see you smile dearest . Hatiku amat sakit apabila ingin tinggal kan dirimu , namun aku patut menerima hakikat bahawa kawan lebih penting . Tangis jatuh di pipi . Labels: it hurts me alot |
Nur Hariyati Im selfish,impatient,pampered and pretty clumsy at times.Currently 15, leading a happy life with faxzboncet.Enjoying life to the fullest and wants the best.14th february is my biggest day, do state down and remember.She's a girl simply leading a beautiful life. Email > Facebook ShoutMix chat widget > |