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Saturday, February 6, 2010
Hey world ! i have not been sleeping since yesterday . On the phone with sharifah till late at night yseterday . 0130 then we hang out the phone . After hangout the phone my tears rolls . Why it must be this way ? haish . Its hard for me to say that i am not falling in love . i just cant express my feelings how sad i am right now . why must i going through this thing again . I just felt hurt . Isit me who was in a wrong to have fallen in love again ? AM i ? I'm just stupid to fall in love with him . Haish . Seriously i'm just sad . Haish . yesterday boncet called me and on the phone with me , he cried when he othe phone with me . My tears rolls silently , when he says " yatie , btol da takanak boncet ehh ? Haish , i just have no words to say that upon of time . He says to me also " hal kecik gini yatie da buwat perangai . what makes you change sey yati "? Why you like this ? you are not you anymore. All this question make me confused . I didnt expect this to be happening, like seriously ! I thought i have told you before that i'm not giving a high hope for you to be with me back , right ? then why it must be this way ? I just blame myself for falling in love with him and keep continue blaming myself right now because you thought i'm giving ou hope . I just balme myself for what i have done and know i dont know where i am leading too . My life is full of up & downs . for whatever it is know i just blame myself . AND for what i continue liking the person even my friends dont like me being with him . Haish . Upsetting right ? i didnt expect this thing to turn out this way ! Hairul tolong aku ! i just cant take this longer anymore ! i'm burst to tears now , i'm just week to guys . |
Nur Hariyati Im selfish,impatient,pampered and pretty clumsy at times.Currently 15, leading a happy life with faxzboncet.Enjoying life to the fullest and wants the best.14th february is my biggest day, do state down and remember.She's a girl simply leading a beautiful life. Email > Facebook ShoutMix chat widget > |