basically today i have been doing great, staying at home for one whole day without going out . what i have been doing since just now is sleep , lappy , watch tv . I just cant believed that i didnt go out today . Because i'm a type of person who cant stay stills . A girl who wanna have fun and going out with her friends & boyf .

One whole didnt get to meet babyg , i  miss love so much ): . I'm hugging his pillow thightly now .  Recently i have been doing great didnt get scolded from mama and i'm lovin it . And yes , two more months and  i will be moving house . how sad ? i will miss gombak badly . A place which have alot of memories in it both sweet and sour . Haish . But what it is i  really need to let go of my past and must learned to ahead to future . And i also need to be strong when times comes . Cause i cant bare what happening next .

lately i alwasy fights with love , i dont know whats wrong with both of us . Everything seems not right and i really hate in this suitation fighting with love till we both hurt our hands . Haish )): . Only gods knows how isit feel to fight with someone we love . And every tears that rolls at my cheeks is rather hurting . Baby , lets start over again and be happy as always :D