How i wished miricale could happened and change everything that i'm going through now ? It hurts alot . I have failed to make you happy :'( , i mintak maaf but that is the fact . Haish , since just now i have been crying inside the cab till now , my eyes hurts alot cause my tears have been falling down since just now . I mean what's the best now is to think what going to happened next , i just dont know if i'm strong enough to face everything . Between us there's no more good chemistry . It sucks all the way :'( Seriously sucks , ohmgee ~ I just need the old me , i miss the old me who is not being rude to his own bf tho we fought badly . But ? Now ? everything changed . Gosh , now i'm going tell him something that might hurt his feelings , But i think thas the best . Lets see what happened next ayee . okaay best i didn't attend to school cause my stomach make problem & it hurts alot and at the same time i'm not in a good mood . So let me cry till my heart burst out <3