Hello peeps , currently im feeling so down as i fought with baby again :'( , Haish . When is it going to end ?Almost each & everyday without failed i will be fighting with you baby . I seriously  dont know why i keep on fighting with you and it was a sad thing okaay . Haish , baby iloveyou so much :'( . First  , early in the morning school was great but when it wanted to come to and end of the lessons , Haish only gods know how i felt .My heart brokes into pieces . Why ? Why ? Why ? Early in the morning you showed me faces while i didnt know what i had done to you . you keep yourself silence while you dont want to share things with me  . Im speechless baby . What are you actually expecting from me dear ? What ? Haish :'( . Second , Bestfriend im sorry for making you dissapointed , seriously i didnt intend to make you down or dissapointed in me . But  all things happened so fast you see . If you were in my shoes also probably you wont know what to do. Seriously i'm sorry once again . I didnt meant to hurt your feelings with all those stories that i shared with you just now . You may angry with me , you may scold me vulgarities at me infront of my faces . But you wont understand why bestfriend . Haish . I maybe stupid & yes i am stupid . Now you choose alright bestie if you still want to be my besfriend after hear those stories . All choice is in your hand . I cant stopped you bestfriend . You scolded me just now and it hurts my feelings . But what it is thankyou so much bestfriend . Third , baby i had apologised to you just now . But why are you still acting this way ? Why ?What actually you want from me ? But you seems to angry with me still . Your choice is with you baby . I cant stopped you . What is it just now , it was my fault alright ? My fault . I'm the one who to be blamed and not you . I have been waiting for your text since just now .Till now , you didnt text/called me . How awesome baby ? If like that for what right i top up your prepaid . Just gy tanam sudah your phone (: . Haish :'( . I had english test just now .I didnt do anything . I left it blank , cause im not in mood to do those test . Im sorry miss nazreen . Next time ayee ~ i promised . I know you taechers / counsellor are disapointed  in me cause my studies has been slacking each & everyday . I'm sorry once again . I just need the perfect time to claer all my doubts and all this stupid feelings in my heart and mind . Anyone can helped me ? I really need to catch up on my studies that i have been slacking on especially , science , geog , english & social studies . All this subject is boring , so i'm sucks with it baby . Haish . Now , im not in mood , i need you baby .

Circumstances in life .