It has been a week past but i still in this stupid condition . Haish :'( , why ? Mummy dosent let me out just now to buke luar with deelah sayang . I felt sad cause i wanted to spend time with her and threw all the sadness that im having now . Mummy is so selfish . Haish . Mummy dosent know what is actually im facing right now & the most sad thing in my life . Haish . When can mummy at least understands how i feel now ? When is going to be the time that mummy & i will be abled to exchange storieses ? When ? Haish :'( , my sister knows what happened to me lately and she really felt sad & sorry for me to see me in this type of condition . Since mummy dosent let me out to buke outside , i seeked for sister permission to go out for awhile to salon . There i did something with my hair and i'm lovin it . Thanks shazlin for accompanying me <3 . Well , i really love my new hair (: . I cant deny about that . When i was at the salon , i saw *______* , was that a coinsidence or what ? Maybe it was just a coinsidenece. Seriously i dont expect to meet you there cause that upon of time im feeling down . I still thinking you at that upon of time . But its alright im just strong to face what happened next , maybe . Well , i really miss someone now :D . Hahaha . I cant wait as tmrw best buddy will be fetching me from school ;