Im feelings so bored right now . Many things had happened to me lately and im feeling so down . But i dont  want to show it to anyone cause i dont want to give them the wrong perceptions of me . i feel so disspointed in myself cause i know i cant make you happy dearest friend . Im sorry for that . I played my part as your friend , but you ? No right ? But its alright . Everything happens for a reasons . This few days , i have been sharing my stories with maisurah as she is the only i can depend lately in school . She is the only person who understands my feelings right now and the suitation im facing right now . Thanks Maisurah <3 . Well  i really enjoyed myself with baby today , yesterday & forever . Wheeeee ~ i had so much fun with him lately . Thank god everything change after what had happened to us before . Currently my question at formspring is all full of shits and i dont bother to answer nor entertain cause i know it will lead to nowhere instead to misunderstanding and people will keep jumping to conslusion before knowing the right facts . My mind and soul is just belong to you and i cant believe if one day i must lost you again , i cant bare cause i know i dont hvae the couraged to face you if one day that will to happen . Imissfatboy now :') .