iloveyou so much baby :')

early in the morning when i woke up , i thought it will be a new day for me &  start a fresh day .instead it trurned to the opposite side . Thankyou so much , haish . Today i didnt attend to school as i woke up late . When i woke up , i realised that there is no msg from HunneyB and yes it was upsetting :'( . When i makes the move to text him first he was like not in mood . Haish , sungguh kecewa . I have just reliased that i have making people around me angry and yes im sorry for what i have done . As people says , every human being will definitely makes mistakes and yes im making that mistakes right now by going to the path B . i just realised that  karma will never be and end , it just go round & round . First few weeks only i got to laugh and smile but after that , im just putting fake smile on it cause i want to proof to people that im not weak . But i just cant , whenever i tried to put those fake smile but there's a slight chance tears will surely falls down and i dont know why . Im just confused with my feelings , mixed emotions . But i do realised something that whenever i read a book about love, the last part surely be a happy ever after in fact when we at the real life , everything seems to be different . Why ? because it was just a fairytale . Like for yesterday , i dont wished to had a fight with you . Please b , i dont have feelings/ friend with him anymore . Can you just stop sindeh me ? Seriously ? Whenever you says tome " ehh b , kawan baek you !" I was like speechless .Asto me you like dont have any trust in me . That was the past .whenver i talked about the past you dislike it . So you stopped saying about the past laa . Haish :'(:'( :'( . Whenever you says like that , you expect me to turned behind and looked at him . But what ? i didnt bother to turn and looked at him right ?