oh tears can you please stop falling down . I had enough of crying . Im tired of feeling down though i tried my best to smile and put those fake smile on it . It makes me feel so difficult . Haish , im just lying to myself about my own feelings . I am confused with my own feelings , but what i know is that im following my own heart . It hurts for me to see those actions that im receving now . Oh gosh :/ Why is it must be this way ? Oh god please be there for me , i seriously dont know which path should i take . Either path Aor path B . Oh god please give me some answer and directions which path should i take . Im scared if i have taken the wrong path , it will lead me to tears and miserable in life . Haish :'(:'( . I dont wished history to repeat but for what i can see that history is repeating itself and im so scared that tears will come again & again . I dont wished that to happen , ya allah tolong laa jauhkan tuhh sume . today i have make someone angry with me for what i have done , im sorry . I know im useless and i knew that .I just cant make you happy instead makes you angry all day long . Haish , im sorry , i minta maaf . I dont have the couraged to tell you how you feel . I dont have the guts to say to you that i love you so much , and forever that my heart will be beating your name silently . I wonder if those conflicts that im receiving right now , when is it going to end ? Am i actually have taken the wrong path ? God , please give me some answer . I need you :'( .