Hey world :D

Today my day started with a smile but went it wanted to come to and end , i cried badly . I just dont know why . I just cant take it anymore . Seriously i still cant get over you like so badly . Eventhough i tried my best but i still failed . Why ? Just because i still love you so much . I just cant lied to myself saying that i dosent love you anymore . I may tell people that i hate you / does not love you anymore / I have move on . But what i still cant get over you & i still love you like before . My feelings for you just getting stronger each and everyday . But i just want to earased those feelings off cause i dont know if it still worth it . i just dont know how your feelings towards me now :'( . I really need an answered so i wont stuck in this suitation anymore . But will i be able ? I dont think so . It is so difficult cause all those memories i had with you is something that i really cant forget and earased it just like that. Those beautiful promised that we made , those love story that we craeted, those memories are just meant to be kept . Kept thightly so it wont loss . Haish :'( . Almost each & everyday i have shed my tears just for you , those cuts that i did to my hand i really dont know if what im doing is right/wrong . I really need someone to guide me to the correct path and not stuck in this suitation anymore. I just cant lied to myself that i didnt miss you . I miss you badly till sometimes i just have the guts to hug you at school thightly and will never let it  go , but what ? I just cant . I seriously cant . I miss you so much till i have make a stupid descion by not moving on till now . I just cant move on and i dont know why . Haish :'( :'( . I miss those moments when i'm with you especially where the time that you held my hand and kiss me . I miss everything about us . I miss those times when im with you but what i just cant let it out to you . After what you did to me and what i did to you im just scared to get caught in a realationship like what im having now . Because i know if i were to get to any of r/s again , the same mistakes will repeat it again and i seriously i dont wished that to happen . Im still waiting for you till now to

be with me back buti know i just cant . Cause i know that was only a dream of me

being with you back as you really seems to be happy :'( . I still love you & i miss you so much baby . I miss you calling that . But now i just need to call you *________* . Haish . How sad? But nevermind i know sooner or later i will have the answer and that answer will lead me to somewhere weather should i give up orstill continuingloving you like before . I'm just gonna wait for the right time . I really hope that i wont regret what ever desicion that im making after this . Whatever it is i know that i'm going to love you forever and there's no and end . As somebody says to me : Is it worth it for you to shed your tears almost each & everyday for him ? Since you just dont know what he's feelings towards you now . Come on Yatie move on :D . I & the rest will always support you and be by your side . I know its hard but try . We love you <3 , i dont want you to stuck in this kind of suitation "Maybe what you says to me is true but for what i know im just going to follow my heart that is continuing loving him & wait for him till there's no more reason for me to wait forhim. I will continuing fight for him , but when that time comes , i must be metally prepared as i know i wont gethim back . But whatever it is , i love you so much Ys<3 . And yes my tagboard is now removed as spammers mcm korgkan takde life. So anything asked me question at formspring .