Whenever i thought that im ready to face obstacles that are coming, but actually im not and i dont know why. What was in  my mind is the question "Why?". Every tears that has been shed between me & you there's definitely a story behind it and the only person knows better is Us and not others. What others do is usually jump to conclusion and not finding the real fact .What i mean is the truth. I dont shed my tears infront of you already as what usually i did cause i want to prove to you that im strong and capable of handling things well , but sometimes my tears simply shed by itself. But what? I still endure it cause i dont want past to occur again. As i had enough :/ . When you says to me that i wont wait for you when you soon no longer be with me . It totally brought me down , cause the first in thought was "dont you have the trust in me ?" Those words kills me totally. But then you still continues your words by saying i bet you only wait for me the minimum is 4 months and the longest is 6 months , then soon goodbye to Us. Ohmygod, why you have those guards to says that? I just cant belived it. You even says to me that all girls are the same, and yet you have the couraged to compare me & *________*. But why ? Cause you thinks that girl cant wait for a guy how usually a guy did? Oh, please. When you confess to me saying that a guy do flirts around but they are totally faithful towards their girlfriends. I was like *&^%$#@. But maybe what you say is true but most of the time the girls will feels the pain whenever you flirts around and we girls dont like it . Tell me? Which girl can stand it when a guy flirts around? Hais, im just speechless . All those words that you have given me just now seriously it put me down, but nevermind with god's will, i will wait for you . And ohh please stop saying that you want to let go of me eventhough is for fun cause you just want to see how faithful i can go. Please, im still in love with you. Saya masih cinta♥