Monday, September 20, 2010
Assalamualaikum semuanya :D Today i didnt attend to school as im sick. Get well soon to myself^^ . First of all im going to say goodbye to Yatiesyirhan<3. Everything stops here, now, today and i guess this is the final one. Like how i am with *Boncet* last time. What a painful day today but at least for the first time in my entire life after a long time crying for him and now amazingly i can put a smile like how i use too. Idk why but today is the first time that i didnt shed my tears as how usually i did and i am seriously proud of myself. Since both of us cant work things out and you want to let go of me, then it better be this ways. Going separate ways and lead our own life. I dont live in this life just to make you happy but i also need to make my life happy too and thats it by leaving you. Since i cant say a word to you let me say it here at my precious blog. Thanks for making me happy all along the 6th month plus journey with you. I really appreciated it. When im with you, i get to know alot of stuffs especially what life is. And yes i just realised that our jouney really ends here since you says you wont be back with me.And i also realised that i patch with you only for a month 210810-210910 then we no more longer together. But its alright , life has to goes on. Im so gonna move on real soon. Step by step , im going to delete you in my life if possible , im going to delete everything that has happened between us. Insyaallah god will's. But whatever it is there's definitely a reasons why everything has to end. Anw 5 more days to our 7thmonthsarry and ithas to end just like that. Haish. Happy advaced supposedly 7thmonthsarry :). Well left 14 more days to go and saaap End of year. All the best to me & shuqunites especially you :) . I really need to buck up on my studies wthin this two weeks especially science,oh god please help me. I really hope that i will get promoted to sec 4 and past with flying colours. Anw this Friday i will be going Hari Raya with my girls at Bukit view. Alahaaaaaai ~ All of them has their own partner. But me? i dont have any. But stay tune who will be my partner on the day itself and spot who will be wearing something like me :))).Definitely there's stupid people who will be jumping to conclusion and idk why. To someone: Im really sorry for what i have done to you before, and definitely right now karma is hitting me and i just realised that i shouldnt treat you like piece of shit last time. Now he left me like how i left you.And now im totally regret to face you, i just dont have those couraged to tell you that im sorry.Now i know how was it feel to leave someone you love just like that. I dont meant it, cause evrything hapenes to fast. Oh gosh :/ im really sorry :'(((((((((. Everybody wnts me to be back with you even my besfriend, but i just cant cause i know that i wont be able to give you those love how i gave it to Ys<3 . And definitely i just cant fall in love to you again. No matter what 260210 will always remains in my heart always & forever.And no matter what also how far & how hard i tried to forget you definitelythere's always one day that i denifitely missing you badly :'). Im gonna chnage my url sooon, so goodluck in finding me. Anything Formspring.Me . "when someone breaks your hearts, there's someone who willing to fix it." Labels: you are the best . |
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