Happy 15th birthday to this awesome boy up there^^ , may all your wishes come through sahabat ! I hope what you have been wishing for "MJ" will come through :D .

And yes may our friendship last forever . Study hard okay babe ?

Well left 1 more day to Hari raya, but yet im not foward to it as something happened. And yes this year raya wont be that awesome as few years back. it wont be as awesome as before because , im being grounded for 6 months plus . Somebody in this house will be increasing my grounded as the other day , i reached home late . All of the poeple in the house is being unfair towards me bacause a small thing that i do in school they wanted to make it to a big fuss and swear i hate it so much. For the past 3 days, i have been sleeping at my auntie house at tampinies as i dont wished to stay here. I cried when im on my wat to my auntie house cause i just cant take it those preassure that im receving now . I didnt told baby about my intention of going to Tampines . He was angry with me till he didnt bother to reply my msg/ ans my call . * crying* Im sorry baby, but i dont have other way . But after we talked things out, we managed to get things clear . The most sad thing is when baby otp with me saying that *______* . I cried on the spot when i heard that news. Only god knows how i felt. My tears keep rolling till today. Cause i dont know if im capable to hear that news again when times comes. Seriously i cant, please dont leave me . I need you to be with me forever right here by my side. Please ! please ! Please ! Oh god , please dont take him away from me cause i know i cant and im not ready . * CRYING BADLY* . And all this people in the  house is being ego towards me as they dont bother to hear my explanation what happened in school . At least please give me a chance will you ? To explain everything . Dont judge me and saying to me that you all dont trust me anymore . Im sad you know . Im your daughter so please trust me you idiot people ! Grrrrrh ! Haish :'( . Well it has been 7 days i have not been meeting him, We only otp just for a while as for some reasons. I dont know if im capable to go through this obstacles calmly . Haish :'(:'( . Sister has been controlling me to the max and i hate it so much . Please dont decide who i can be friends with and who i cant. I hate it when you do that , you cant decide my life till like this . Please for once let me be INDEPENDENT! Haish :'(