Whenever i wanted a fresh start for myself, there's always things that stopping me from giving myself a chance to be happy. Till now, i still cant figure it out why. Oh god, why you giving me such test to face it. Am not strong as you think. Everything has already mess up and i cant express how am feeling right now. I just cant put them in words. For what i know, am just way too dissapointed for what has happened. Please, at least once make my life a Blast one without having any problems. I just cant do anything, hopeless. I'm tear. I'm just wishing the best for myself.