Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Am I ego? Am I being unfair towards myself and the surrounding around me? Ohmygod :/ I don’t love to be compared. But what am doing right now is comparing you with him. Hate it please. I had my day with Deelah yesterday at bugis & Far East. Halfway thru texted Faizboncet to meet us at bugis. He was with Faridl. Without realizing, I went to hug boncet tightly. I guess I miss him much as we both didn’t meet each other for quite sometime. I spend my day with Faizboncet inside the train talking some things and ohh I saw my photo (above) inside his phone while scrolling at the pictures. It’s crazy if I say I have forgotten someone in my life, as I think it’s too early for me to be with someone else. I just cant keep pretending the fact that I still love you. But the fact is we no longer together. I just don’t want to let myself down to tears again when am going to accept someone new in my life. What have happened for the past is just something that I cant forget. Just because of one guy, a lady like me will hate all guys for no reasons. I know its unfair, but that’s me. That is what actually what am facing right now. It’s nearly a year, but yet you still didn’t give up on me. I just don’t understand why. Gosh:/ , you says am the best for you but you see in the hand, I don’t even know if am capable be the old Nur hariyati you knew 2 years back. I just don’t know if I can give the love that you want from me. Everything changed Faizboncet. Isn’t it hurting if I was to be with you back, but deep down my heart only belongs to one? I don’t wish that to happen. Whenever I hope to meet someone else, it was you whom I will saw. Was that is the answer am searching for? To be with you back? Please help me with some answer people. When february 19th strikes, it will be our 3 years anivesarry. But since shits happened, we broke up halfway which is nearly our 2 year. Labels: unfair . |
![]() Nur Hariyati Im selfish,impatient,pampered and pretty clumsy at times.Currently 15, leading a happy life with faxzboncet.Enjoying life to the fullest and wants the best.14th february is my biggest day, do state down and remember.She's a girl simply leading a beautiful life. Email > Facebook ShoutMix chat widget > |