Sometimes I do really think if leaving in this world if it is really worth it. Will they really appreciate our presence in their life and accept us for who we are and not for whom we are when with them. If they really appreciate us, I’m sure they will accept us and not asking for higher expectations needed. Sometimes, is just impossible when we need to change our ways just for their own good just to let them feel comfortable. Maybe if we are in a wrong they should correct us and advice us not to repeat those mistakes again. But when, we was being told to change our ways just for them sometimes is just too impossible as we has already comfortable with our lifestyle. Hais. People will always tend to forget the memories that have been going through them, just because of something that they have done. Why they just can’t gave us second chance to prove to them that we have already change and isn’t like last time. Ohmygod :/ that was so impossible.

I was a little upset yesterday; mum’s words brought me down. She didn’t even appreciate what I have been doing for her didn’t she? Instead she gave me those negative comments towards me. But why? How would you feel if you were in my shoes? You will never feel me. If I was to tell faizboncet about what had happened yesterday I don’t even think he will understand and feel how I feel. Gosh :/.

Back to the topic, I just cant get myself to bed and I thought of updating my blog before it dead. My day with my babygirls was a blast one indeed. We went to jurong east swimming complex; luckily they were not much people. The photos is with them, so which means I cant upload it here. Ha ha. Most probably if we were to go today, it will be packed. Will be going to wet supermarket later on with mum. Hopefully, it wont rains. The weather is so cold such that I must get myself a jacket to put on. I think I will having fever soon as am coughing badly and having headache. I’ll be meeting faizboncet in the afternoon since the other day we aint able to meet each other. He will be accompanying me to buy my phone and I guess I will be going too far east to have my lunch first and will be proceeding to somewhere to get myself a volcom/roxy slipper. Anw I’ve already started an early revision on my sec 4 maths since there’s nothing to do at home. Wohooo~ im excitied for it.